In reference to question number one (a) in your letter, here is my response.. I have been disabled since 1986. In 1983,

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To: Dean McIntyre
From: Jill Starr
Subject: Complaint of April 22, 1999
Date: May 30, 1999

Dear Dean McIntyre,
In reference to question number one (a) in your letter, here is my response.. I have been disabled since 1986. In 1983, I went out to California with my child Irwin Starr after I graduated High School in W. Milford with a home tutor. I went out with my now ex-husband to go to college in San Jose. I was both emotionally and physically abused by my former husband both out in
California, and, after I returned to New Jersey in 1990. In California in 1986, I gave birth to my second child who was not of my husband. I had tremendous guilt and became deeply depressed and suicidal at that time. Since my husband used cocaine and other illegal drugs, I became more and more nervous and also became extremely anxiety stricken which I am unto this day (1999).. I was
hospitalized in California 2 times in late 1986s for both suicidal feelings and anxiety. I have been on the same medicines since that time pretty much. I was forced by my ex-husband in mid June of 1990 to re-locate to New Jersey under duress. I started working in NJ for a law firm and tried to do my best to care for my two children. I could not stand my ex-husbands drug and
alcohol abuse in NJ and wasting the family monies on drugs. My anxiety and depression worsened. My husband at that time did not have a license and he also allegedly was having an affair with my sister-in-law. I finally broke down emotionally and told him to “get out” in the late summer of 1990. I was also VERYMUCH SEXUALLY ABUSED BY MY ex-husband! He used to force me to take pills
and drink. If I did not do all that he told me to, he would threaten to take my 2 children away from me time and time again. I would wake up and find myself handcuffed to the bed, or worse. My children would come to me and say “mommy mommy are you Ok”. I cannot speak more about this as I feel depressed, I love and I miss my two children whom I have never seen again! I was young and
naïve and I thought to drop my 2 children off with my ex-husband temporarily at their grand-mothers house in NJ (my ex-husbands family). I thought that this would be best for them since I was too nervous to either work or feed them. I thought that I would be allowed to see them again after I looked into welfare and disability. My husband used my disability against me many ties in a
court of law. He told the judges on more than one occasion (the case has gone on since 1990 and I finally gave up since my 2 children are so brainwashed against me anyway now and I am sad to even speak of this here) in both Morris and Passaic County’s at that time that I was too “crazy and disabled” and also I was on too many “medications”, to take care of my children. I lost
custody of my two children at that time and thereafter. I tried to return to live with my ex-husband many times up unto 1992 and I could not take his abuse anymore!
I always tried to stay with him so that I could be with my two children since he always threatened to take my children away from me at any time I did not listen to him! He was a black man he used to always tell me that he only wanted to marry, me, a white woman so that he could get back at white persons for at one time putting his family into Southern slavery! I fell into even an
even worse depression. I have only seen my 2 children one & ½ hours in about nine years! I was so depressed (I have proof) I have been on Social Security, PADD program and Lifeline in NJ-USA) since I had to give up my job in the summer of 1990 for Sobel and Lyon law firm. I was so depressed and anxiety stricken in the early 1990s I had to lived in a battered woman’s shelter, called
SOS/ Strengthen Our Sister in West Milford for over a year. I had to live there until I finally was able to begin receiving my permanent Social Security payments which went back to about 1990 (SSA gave me back pay in one lump check for about $8500-). The SSA Administration decided that my permanent disability started in the very early 1990s, I forget the exact date. I have been on
many medications and on SSA ever since. I have severe depression, anxiety, and an attention deficit which makes my speech and writing scattered with increasing anxiety. I however understand all that I read, in my minds eye as is evident since I have graduated with both national and international honors in 1997.
I just have trouble expressing myself in words and writing. I just had a review by the Social Security Administration and I now have a physical disability as well. This is my severe back pain. I have a protruded/slipped disk (I had MRI) since I fell after I graduated in 1997. I have been to Saint Barnabus Hospital the Pain Management Center but I can no longer afford the fees. I see
both a Chiropractor and if necessary, Orthopedic for medication. I cannot afford to even go to the necessary physical therapy which is why I am so concerned about working for the college (New School) like I did last year as a research assistant. I hope this answers the first part of your request. If you need anything more, please advise and thank you very much. I’ll get to the other
parts soon.
PS: I forgot to mention that I worked as a volunteer to stop many drug dealers who sold dope to our nation’s children in both NY & NJ. When I found out that the very undercover detectives that I worked and who said they were my friends were selling dope and were also allegedly involved with organized crime cartels, they beat me up and tried to kill me! The last incident was exactly
this and it happened in front of my two children in 1992, September. At that time the Passaic County Courts would NOT EVEN investigate my allegations that I was bruised and beaten-up brutally and almost killed, by the W. Milford Police! My children know I speak the truth. This is one reason the police up here tried to sever me and my children from me and said that I was “a
nut-case’. This truth came out in one session that I had with my children in 1997 in Wayne NJ. The last time I ever saw them again! In 1992 these corrupt cops here assisted my ex-husband (although I was living with him at the time and had joint custody rights to my 2 children) in taking my children from me and saying that I was “crazy” so that to make sure that I would never able a
competent witness to testify against these still rotten-to-the-core cops up here if they were ever persecuted for their crimes. I lost all that I had. The W. Milford cops would not even allow me to go back and take me clothes and my computer. I became a refugee in my own country and almost starved on the streets! The cops in West Milford then told all the drug dealers that I
assisted in having arrested that I helped with the investigations! They tried to be rid of my any way they could! I got worse and more scared, paranoid, depressed, and anxiety stricken!
I then tried to go back to school and I vowed to commit myself to studying criminology and sociology so that I may one day understand why “cops go bad” as they did in my life! I thereafter resumed my studies the best that I could, here I am today. I have ever since been dedicated to fighting against social injustice , even if I am hated! This is because what I have been through. I
have been told that I should write a book, or have a movie about my life , something like “Deep Cover” if you remember that movie about Bush’s DEA scam! No one ever believed me, a woman on disability in the early 1990s when I claimed cops here tried to kill me and beat me! I saw the Harvard made film ‘Still Killing Me Softly”, and we know now that many women suffer in jail for
trying to protect themselves from abusive men like my ex-husband. I returned to the “Jill Starr” I always was inside and now I live a very religious, moral, yet a very lonely isolated life. My studies and my love for social justice keep me going. There is more to tell about me, but I cannot speak of it without feeling depressed. I want to finish my schooling because I believe one
day my children will need me, I want to be there for them. I want persons to respect me and believe that I am normal. I have internalized the labels cops and others have tried to pin on me for many years and I am scared and nervous always! I am always scared that the cops still try to kill me since I live in this town and have a lot of information!
Respectfully Yours,
Jill Starr

This is the basis for my disability in my own words. I hope this is Ok. JLS

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Miss Jill Louise Starr wrote:

> Dear Addie,
> You investigate war crimes. Please
> try to understand me Addie. I try to be a most
> honorable and moral person. I cannot bare to witness
> any human suffering anywhere in the world. I can
> barely bring myself to eat when I know that people in
> Africa and elsewhere in our world are starving
> because of Western Modern Development! Of course I
> view myself as the worst and most wretched of all
> God’s servants. I believe that only God is good. This
> is as you know our belief in the Orthodox Christian
> Faith. Now please try to take what you know about
> Jill Starr’s life such as: My being beaten and almost
> killed by corrupt NJ/NY police, my being falsely
> accused and persecuted by persons throughout most all
> of my life, my parents physically abused me, I lost
> my two children because of false allegations made
> against me by my former physically abusive ex-husband
> in 1990-92, and now, I must also suffer the emotional
> torture of false accusations which are now emanating
> at what I claim to be are unprecedented rates of
> momentum from various New School Officials in efforts
> to destroy Jill Starr’s future. Why?
> I apologize to you for my having had accused you
> of trying to fail me because of what I claim to be,
> New School Officials pressuring you to fail me,
> Addie. Of course only you and God know whether this
> be true. I am sorry for making this comment Addie,
> please forgive me. I really do consider you a
> friend. Also, I respect you as a very fine and moral
> woman Addie. I do care about your well-being. I
> honestly feel that you are my only true friend at
> the New School. I know that you care about me and I
> thank you for this Addie. I am forever grateful to
> you anyway because you perhaps did save my life that
> night that I was severely depressed about David
> Plotke condemning my future academics to death
> unfairly! I took too many pills. And still, Dean
> McIntyre, and Eliza Nicholas, and also David Plotke
> still do not care about allowing me to come to the
> New School with cold cash even and allow me to even
> register for a Russian Class! David Plotke did what
> my ex-husband resorted to when he stole my two
> children in the early 1990’s. David Ploltke and Dean
> McIntyre both, (Eliza also), are using my seriously
> grave disability against me! They know that they are
> lying about me to try to save their own jobs. Neither
> of these corrupt NS Officials give a damn whether
> Jill Starr is being treated as a piece slimy trash!
> THis is wherefore I am becoming increasingly
> depressed. This is very sad not only for me, but for
> them too. I pray that they come to their senses here
> and allow me to register for classes! David PLotke
> and Dean McIntyre both refuse to give me back my full
> civil rights and allow me as a human being in the NYC
> area to even pay for a Russian Class at the New
> School with my own cash! This is purely,
> Discriminatory Harassment Addie!
> Then Eliza Nicholas who has a conflict of
> interest in my case is clearly caught ”advising” Dan
> McIntyre and she and he both murder my chance to
> take two summer classes at Montclair State University
> which start on June 14 1999! They refuse to fill out
> my necessary visiting student forms, now it is too
> late! So I am am even more depressed! Dan McIntyre
> admitted this e-mail that Eliza sent to him was not
> intended for my eyes”, too late for that Mr.
> McIntyre!
> I was counting on working as a research assistant
> beginning July 1st 1999 for both Nancy and perhaps
> Mr. Landyski, but David Plotke killed that also on
> April 22 1999 when he tossed me out of the New School
> like a piece of trash with no prior notice! Now I am
> starving, I cannot afford my doctor’s, or my
> medicines! Thanks David! I do not hold grudges, I
> just want to have my human rights back and be
> immediately reinstated at the New School and be
> allowed to audit a summer class since all my
> financial aid is in order, BUT DAVID PLOTKE AND DEAN
> McIntyre TELL ME NO NO NO I CANNOT! DON’T I COUNT?
> APPARENTLY NOT! I want to work like I had planned to
> but no, the New School for Social Research, the world
> renown school that prides itself on loving, ’Social
> Justice’, is now trampling on everything ’Social
> Justice’ stands for in the case of already severely
> oppressed, Miss Jill L Starr!
> I feel like dying because even yesterday Dean
> McIntyre lies to me and tells me that ”Pro seminar’s
> do not count for any ”class credits Jill’! A clear
> lie! I want the same human rights that all other
> students have at the New School, and also in the
> State of NY! The New School in my own case is clearly
> analogous to both France and Germany as I wrote for
> you in my last well written paper, Addie about the
> German Turks and the French Muslims!
> The New School is like NATO! Although it claims in
> ”PRINCIPLE” to uphold so sacred New School Student
> Rights. The New School is now trampling over Jill
> Starr’s very human right, civil right, and social
> justice as a human being! NATO also in the same
> manner is trampling on its own, UN Charter! In the
> same manner President Clinton is violating the, War
> Power Act of 1973-74, he is now being sued by 25 US
> Congressman led by Tom Campbell!
> Wherefore are some New School elite’s so mentally
> bent on ruining my life and impeding my school
> registration such as David Plotke and Dean McIntyre?
> It was specifically suggested for me to become a New
> School student because I HATE SOCIAL INJUSTICE AND
> LOOK AT WHAT THE NEW SCHOOL IS DOING TO ME! Who gave
> David Plotke the human right to bar Jill Starr from
> paying for a class at any division of the New School
> when the New School advertises for summer classes in
> the dam* subways?
> The New School claims to be so very proud of
> upholding abstract and seemingly imaginary New School
> ideological principles such as freedom for academic
> thought, for me to be free from discriminatory
> harassment huh? In fact Addie, I could easily write a
> human right paper on my treatment at the New School!
> It sounds very similar to the Banjul Charter (if you
> know what I mean). I read the Last Days of Socrates
> and I want New School Officials to ”Obey the Laws”!If
> now, what good are ”laws” as Socrates stated it?
> I wanted to take and audit Russian class at
> the New School this summer, David Plotke and Dean
> McIntyre barred me as a paying customer from taking
> any class at the new school.. I feel like dying and
> crying. This is inhumane.
> I thought that you Addie, like you said, were
> going to continue to support whatever the New School
> decides to do with me (even if such treatment is a
> clear and present violation of my human and civil
> rights)!
> I am sorry if I was mistaken. I would hate to
> think of you compromising your noble works on human
> rights for the underhanded lies and immoral behavior
> of a few of your colleagues such as both Eliza
> Nicholas and Mr. David Plotke! I feel like a
> torture victim and I was beginning to view you as the
> New School enemy such as my friend from Guinea views
> the French Colonizers, as the ”enemy”! The New
> School is committing criminal behavior regarding my
> complaints! I am sorry for accusing you of partaking
> in such evil behavior Addie. YOu are a fine woman. I
> was feeling as if you were another one of my New
> School torturers! This behavior is only normal after
> someone has experienced as much, Social Injustice as
> I have in my life Addie and again I apologize!
> When it comes to my feelings for you, Addie,
> I feel perhaps as hurt or angry as you do (about my
> comment).
> I consider you a friend , I always have. You have
> always tried to assist me and guide me in my studies
> from day one in Fall 1997 at the New School. You
> alone asked me ’if there was a reason for which my
> paper which I received a C+ grade on my incoherent
> first paper from my Nationalism Class.” I thank you
> for your compassion.
> This was hardy the compassion that Prof. Nancy Fraser
> gave me (I lost $3000- because I had to drop her
> class!) The very paper that David PLotke accepted
> from me on Charles Taylor) for my MA Thesis, Ms.
> Fraser refused to dignify with a darn grade! I allege
> that she views religion as an impediment to ”free
> sex”. A Colleague of my former professor went to her
> same University for ”girls” in the 1960s!
> I wanted to ask you if perhaps I can
> write three five page papers like I did for Mr.
> Anthony Pereira...or have an oral exam for this class
> Addie. My doctor’s recommend my not sitting at the
> computer long at all. Now especially since I am in
> much back pain due to my not working for the school.
> I cannot see my back doctors since David bars me from
> working at the New SChool July first! I am guilty
> without even a darn trial since April 22 199 thanks
> to Mr. PLotke! My doctors thanks this is a good idea
> now. My hands are shaking and I cannot function due
> to the treatment of David plotke, Eliza, and now Mr.
> Dean McIntyre and also Judy I allege! I came to her
> office to submit Dean McIntyre my doctors notes and
> she and David were on the phone discussing Jill
> Starr’s ”Lack of credits for graduation!” It went
> from just your class (3) , to 6, and yesterday Dean
> McIntyre told me ”pro seminars” do not give me any
> credits so it was 9 yesterday! What next I ask?
> I believe that you have good morals and values.
> If I am thrown out of the school, I still would like
> to be friends with you because I highly respect your
> studies. However, it seems that something happened
> different between us this term. I apologize about
> what I said about you.
> Our Church views you as as friend. We
> admire your work on human rights and Greek Identity,
> also your works on Chruch-Political mix. I share your
> views and research interests. I would even assist you
> more if I could when your mother was ill. Our Bishop
> would have given your relatives a ride to the doctor
> for free Addie. We ALL greatly admire your work in
> cultural relativism. y
> Arnold Stark just came over, I assisted him
> grading his own exams in Psychology of Education for
> some extra money. He understood my papers Addie? As
> a professor, I realized that of course you can give
> me a 0/F if you like. You are in the position of
> power. He understood the essays I submitted so I am
> confused Addie.
> The truth is that I wanted from day one to write
> like all the other students, a paper on the political
> development of the 1999 Kosovo Crisis. This is
> because this is what I am supposed to write on in a
> pro seminar (what I expertise in). You told me this
> was Ok 3 weeks into the class and I have the original
> notes that I took down in black ink in your office.
> Then, you had decided that the first rough draft was
> not good. So then you told me that you want me to
> ”look into the economic development of Tito’s
> regime.” Please do not tell me that I speak a lie. I
> also have the rough draft of that paper here. You did
> not like that one either.
> I then felt that perhaps there was not enough
> information on the topic (but there was plenty
> because I was supposed to write on Tito’s regime and
> not particularly on Kosovo itself.) I am very sad
> that all other students have the chance in your class
> to write on their culture, their religion, their
> areas of expertise expect for me. Look what has
> occurred when I wrote my historiography paper on
> Empress Aleksandra Addie! Am I that horrid a student
> that I deserved a C- from her ? I know that it would
> be unethical for me to have you answer that since she
> is your colleague. I also have the rough draft on
> Free trade and democracy. You said that was no good
> and you said that it did not have to do with the 1)
> free trade and 2) democracy/ Addie...I have stayed up
> 5 days a week till 5 am to write those rough drafts
> for you. When you reject topic after topic, I do not
> know what to do because I am supposed to be not even
> sitting up at my computer. I feel completely helpless
> about this since you are the professor.
> I feel that no one stands up for human rights
> anymore. I suffer worse social injustice than other
> ethnicity’s in this country and no one has ever
> cared/. I would like to feel as if you do care Addie.
> Can I write 3 5 page essays like I did for Anthony
> Pereira? Perhaps I can discuss each theory such as
> Weber, Apter, and Fukyama? I will do whatever you
> think. I have been so depressed about my future
> studies at the New School and the emotional abuse
> that I have suffered from certain officials, I can
> barely function or drive. I am sorry if I am wrong
> about you. I really believe that you are torn between
> siding with me (I believe you know that I am speaking
> the truth in my complaints), and siding with your
> colleagues (which is of course also your duty Addie I
> understand this ). So forgive me, your most worst
> student, Jill. Thanks for contacting me Addie. I do
> consider you friend and a colleague. Please do not
> allow the New School to abuse my human rights if you
> can.
> Love Jill Starr (+)
> PS I AM VERY NON_FUCTIONAL AND I AM SORRY ADDIE AGAIN
> I would not want to hurt your feelings and it is
> difficult for me to deal with this abuse from New
> School. I feel all alone and very depressed. My life
> is miserable and always has been. I am sorry for
> saying that to you though.
> Jill
>
>
>
> Adamantia Pollis wrote:
>
>> Dear Jill,
>> I strongly resent your statement that I am being
>> pressured by New School
>> officials to prevent you ”from passing my class”
>> on the Politics of
>> Development. You may recall that the first time you
>> were in my class on
>> Nationalism and Ethnicity you earned a grade of C+.
>> Later in the human
>> rights course you earned a B. This semester the
>> partial drafts you have
>> submitted are in the range of C.
>> Addie Pollis
>
> –
> ned!
>

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